please, advice to make this

Any idea for making this front attire: 

The *censored*ING crotch blur doesnt allow me to accurately set the N on the front attire and it looks weird.

Damn, we're on March and there's nothing about it here. last year there was a workaround, why not this year...

Because i'm so sick of this.

Can you draw the N instead of using an actual letter? Whats it look like on your creation so far?