You're right, man. I do love my family (what I have of one at least), and while that's one of the reasons I've stuck around, it's not the only reason (but I won't get into that right now, lol). As I said, I do love my dad, but he's a complete racist (at least towards black guys, especially if they're with a white woman), and he's gone too far with it. I just can't respect anyone who thinks the way he does. I know what you're saying though. I'm trying to stay strong. It's hard, but doable. I know I can count on y'all for advice/support. It's one of the things I love about this forum. You're a good guy, Raul. Never change that. (I hope I didn't sound sarcastic on that last part. I have a tendency to sound sarcastic, even if I'm being sincere, lol) 
Thank you, and no worries bro, you didn't sounded sarcastic. 
As for your father, just try to let him thing in his way. Is not an healthy way of thinking, I agree, but that's him, and more important, he's a part of your family. Don't forget that people at any age can learn something every day from other people, even if they live together. So hope can't be lost, never.
Also during the time some people get older, they don't want to change anymore any ideas, or they accept extremely hard new ideas. I saw this kind of thing to many old people. Sometimes are funny, even if they have some bad ideas already fixed. But sometimes they can make others to be mad on them. In any case, don't forget to understand them, because understanding them will can make you respecting them(not for the way they are thinking, but for the way they arrived at that way of thinking, because everything have a process and an history, and that are important).
PS: I never promote racism, and I don't agree with them, but I also try to not blame people for racism, even if are people who hate my nationality(I have met cases). xD
Edited by Ramm Junge, 23 March 2016 - 09:15 PM.